Okay, this is not some elaborate post about how I faced my deepest fears, it’s merely a statement that I would like to start facing some of them. Today I realized that you should experience the good and bad in life fully in order to feel alive.
I’m sick of taking the safe option for everything that I’m doing. By no means will I face my fear of being attack by walking in a dodgy alley with a skin-tight dress, but I do believe that I have set my limits to close to home.
I’ve never been used to loving myself, but as I grow older I’m getting rather fond of who I am, but now I want to progress, I want to grow, I want to make a difference.
At the moment I’m trying to transform my relationship with food, which is a much bigger challenge than you might think. I want to live a healthy and happy life, so for now the most important thing is to nourish myself with healthy food and exercise daily. I’ve only been trying really hard the past few week, but I realized that I’ve become rather selfish in my goals.
So what if I’m skinny and healthy, what will I leave behind- a skinny corpse? That is not enough. Even though I feel that weight loss would boost my confidence, I cannot live an average life up until the point that I reach my goal. That is why I decided to start facing some of my fears bit by bit.
I have no reason not to push myself and my limits. I have no reason not to make a difference. I don’t know what I’m supposed to do to leave a legacy, but I’m ready to find out.
Let’s take the leap: